Numerology Course - page 23.
THE SUBCONSCIOUS SELF
To find your Subconscious Self number, simply count the amount of numbers represented in your name, as revealed in the Karmic Lesson chart; or subtract the number of Karmic Lessons in your chart from 9 and arrive at your Subconscious Self number.
The Subconscious Self is represented in the color chart by a symbol that looks a bit like an arched gateway. In Tom’s case, since he does not have any missing numbers in his full name at birth (no Karmic Lessons), his Subconscious Self number is 9.
THE MEANING OF THE SUBCONSCIOUS SELF NUMBERS.
The Subconscious Self reflects the confidence you have in your personal power and competence, as well as in your ability to deal with sudden events and situations. It shows your capacity to correctly assess a situation and to respond appropriately.
The Subconscious Self is derived from your Karmic Lesson chart, in which it is possible to have all nine numbers represented in your name, or fewer than nine; in fact as few as three or as many as eight. For example, you may be missing a 6 or a 7. This means that when you encounter a situation that requires the characteristics of a 6 or a 7, there will be some feeling of inadequacy, or uncertainty as to how to properly deal with the demands of the situation.
On the other hand, you still have the other seven or eight numbers represented in you name, which means your ability to deal with situations that require any of those numbers is well-developed. You posses a certain confidence or assurance that makes you feel familiar with the situation, and able to deal with effectively. Hence, a person with eight numbers represented in the name will tend to be more confident in most situations than a person with only five numbers.
In general, someone with eight numbers in his name is quite capable of dealing with most situations.
Paradoxically, a person with all nine numbers represented tends to be aloof or overly complacent when dealing with sudden events.
You respond to emergencies by looking for support from friends and family. However, life will force you to confront these occurrences until your learn to use your own power. You will search early in life for a lover and partner to depend on. You may marry an older person who can offer you some security and protection. You have to guard against extreme depressions and control your tendency to blow emotional experiences out of proportion. You have to discriminate more in your choice of friends. The key to your success lies in your finding a well-defined goal to focus on. This has the effect of bundling and directing your energy, making it possible for you to achieve very impressive results.
You may have a tendency to lose yourself in trivial details, causing confusion and indecisiveness, and even paralyzing your ability to react quickly and forcefully. You have to learn to trust your instincts and to act quickly. Hesitation and procrastination have to be avoided. You need a solid foundation in your life. You need a family and work-environment in which you have responsibility, dependents, and the rewards that come with completing specific tasks.
You tend to scatter your energies far and wide, making it difficult for you to complete projects and tasks. You need discipline and organization in your life. You have a strong urge to escape difficulties by forcing change, instead of trying to work out the problem. You learn quickly, however, and adapt well to change. Your success in life depends on your ability to ground yourself and accept responsibilities. A family and career do much to anchor your life.
You like to help others, sometimes to the extent that you do not pay enough attention to your own needs. You are primarily concerned with your home and your family. Everything else comes second. You radiate love and genuine concern for others. During times of distress you turn to your family and friends. You are responsible and willing to sacrifice for others.
You can appear indifferent to your surroundings and somewhat aloof. You are well-balanced and can survive many a stormy time. In time of trial, you withdraw within yourself finding solace and answers, in your creative and analytical mind. You may be a bit of a loner and do not easily share your feelings with others.
You handle unexpected situations in an efficient manner and often manage to get the best out of it. You learn quickly and usually do not repeat the same mistakes. You want to be rewarded for your efforts and relate your success to the material aspects. You are dependable and solid in almost any kind of situation. You do not panic or scare easily. You have a business-like attitude to problems and realize quickly what needs to be done. You have a good understanding of money and matter. You are a survivor. You show leadership and organization and are physically courageous and competent.
You are somewhat impersonal and may be difficult to get to know. You are not demonstrative of your affections, though you often have deep feelings and great compassion. You are competent and controlled in any situation. You have no specific Karmic Lessons and are therefore not as vulnerable to Life's ups and down's as others.
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